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To: JE Jail
Date: Wed, 04 Jan 2012 18:34:20 +0000
My biggest fear is ever again resembling the person I had become a few years ago. It took a lot of work to get myself back
to my normal; happy and peaceful. It is my responsibility not to let that happen again. I've had a really great time with you
these past few months. But the arrangement of random time together and then no sleep and no contact when away, is not
enough to keep my balance. It makes me feel cheap and disposable. I hear you say you don't want a girlfriend and I don't
want to be in any position below that. Sounds like we're stuck
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