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To: "Jeff epstein" <jeevacation@gmail.com>
Date: Fri, 23 Oct 2009 21:06:07 +0000
I had an epiphany this week when I realized that I had no one to list as my "emergency
contact" on a form at the doctor's office. It was mind-boggling to me that after a 25 year
marriage and a life devoted to my family that I am so alone. My sister and I haven't
spoken to each other since August. I think she has a borderline person disorder. My
parents are gone and then there's just He's 24 and has his own life working as an art
handler at a gallery in day and working on the weekend and at night on his
duringit illi
own rt. Plus he's been living with his college girlfriend for the past two and half years.
has not called once in the past four months to ask how i am or if i need anything. I
see now how selfish he is and I'm shocked. He came back to NY in the end of Sept. He said
that since he doesn't have a job, he had to live at ms's place in Westport, CT. How crazy is
that? Especially when I've told him how mean III has been
to me. He just doesn't care about me, he does whatever is expedient and in his own best
interest.
So I had a big pitty party after the visit to the doctor's office and there was no one out
there to really give a shit.
So believe it or not, Your simple "you ok" meant a lot to me this morning.
I'm still waiting to hear how you're doing....
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