EFTA01765018

From: > Sent: Tuesday, October 9, 2012 9:08 AM To: Jeffrey Epstein Waiting for I cried when I came home and sa= ur things gone : I cried for a few hrs : I thought it was tragic : I thought if u left it was only because you did not think I wa= your soulmate :I thought you would never leave me no matter what -:1 thought that if I ran out of money and we had to move to a small little place in the woods somewhere....0 would have come with me = : So when I came home and u left...I was surprised....I thought =ou would stick with me no matter what : I was crying. I was very very sad. And surprised : Yes - I was sure u were my soulmate..) would move to the woods wi=h you without hesitating for a second. But the question is would u do the same : I guess I thought you believed in us so much. That it was=20 not about what I might do for ou. You 'ust wanted to be with me and if I was in a bad mood or needed time, you would stick with me no matter what : I think we both loved each other a lot but perhaps needed =o communicate better. I thought u were my soulmate : you made it clear that you wouldn't help me no matter what, that I should find my own way to help myself - marry a gay or another guy etc. a l I did not mean it...l was frustrated and stressed And upset U know I did not mean it : And u know I love u very much : At least you didn't have to think how to stay in the country<=r> And I would be in now if Jeffrey hadn't helped And then I thought you went off and married some guy You told me to do so : I did not mean it...l was very frustrated and upset : You wished me good luck with that : When you came back all dressed up from meeting a potential fut=re husband....my whole face got red : U saw how upset I was : U know that I loved only you - but I needed help, not you being upset at me. My is not my fault, it was a problem that needed to be solved. II : I love u so much . : See some good in me : I thought if you were really sure I was your soulmate and your future - u would help. I love u and I m sure you love me, but perhaps u were not sure about future with me. Otherwise, I don't understand As I said you were ready to take financial responsibility, but no= emotional. : We should sit down and have a heart to heart talk I can come see u next week Or week after that : And yes - I would go live with u in a little house in the woods, but if the woods requires - how can i do that? If u make me truly believe that you would...I will marry you : I promise that if I believe you would go live in the little cabin in the woods with me. I will marry you and start a family I liked when u cleaned me-: When u did not cook for me...did not think you were serious Or trying things with other girls I love u : I told you that I would learn to cook when I find a good teacher - and I did. And And I told you I was very excited about playing with girls. In 1.5 years I proved that I was very serious about you and our future. However, I EFTA_R1_00072746 EFTA01765018 did not get the same certainty from you. Now I do need some time to think. I will talk to you at the end of the week and let you know whether we are meeting . Now I have to believe that you would follow me to the little cabin..= Why would we not meet and he has asked 6 times if Elon has given me anything? and what did el=n give me? - i ignored and again blabbing about how special we were, th=t he never loved or felt like this about anyone, how i could calm him down=after a stressful day (also mentioned that i could not hike for many hours=- but eventually since i m in better shape now - he thinks i could enjoy h=king more; ), that he liked how i invented new things in bed and always wa=ted to try new things and how great it was; etc etc 2 EFTA_R1_00072747 EFTA01765019