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Sent: ue 2 PM
lately i have been thinking a lot about steve and i.
i'm not getting younger and i want the security of knowing i have someone around for the long term
i look around and see a whole bunch of alone women my age or even a little older and it is sad - not as sad
when they have children to keep them company (or maybe worse?)
they sort of spent their best years with one person and then got dumped, usually they are super surprised by it
i have been with steve nearly 13 years
worried that he will soon decide to move on and that would be devastating for me since i have built my world
around him
there is nothing driving a decision to stay or go in any way and as best i can tell things seem to be great
i adore him and have immeasureable respect for him
i have never cheated on him
not sure what to do?
every year as time passes i realize that i am way past my "sell by" date
i have no desire to be with anyone else
but i worry that it could happen at any minute
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