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So sorry Jeffrey these things happen when your body had never been given time to properly heal!
So it came out in the toilet and I didnt know what to do so I just flushed the tiny little fetus.
You have made me numb and I hate you for this!
I hope I never have to see you again!
I am not your personal incubator!
where is the baby!
where is Ghislaine!!!
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HATE THIS CITY!
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I blamed her for everything, but she didn't answer.
I couldn't understand her stupid behavior!
When I hit her she held still, like a true pacifist.
Then I realized what she wanted was for me to love her:
She began to warm up, and I saw her advantages.
Without me, she wouldn't exist, so of course she was grateful.
I gave her a soul, I bloomed out of her as a rose
Blooms out of a vase of not very valuable porcelain,
And it was I who attracted everybody's attention,
Not her whiteness and beauty, as I had at first supposed.
I patronized her a little, and she lapped it up —
You could tell almost at once she had a slave vality. gel, et
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From her amazingly white torso, a ldn' fte ut notice
Her tidiness and her calmness
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She stopped fitti os and seemed offish.
I felt her criti • e in o herself,
As if my hab• o ende. some way.
She let in the fts me more and more absent-minded.
And my skin itch aked away in soft pieces
Simply beca;t ed after me so badly.
Then I saw t trouble was: she thought she was immortal.
She wa t leave me, she thought she was superior,
And I'd Xeen keeping her in the dark, and she was resentful —
Wasting her days waiting on a half-corpse!
And secretly she began to hope I'd die.
Then she could cover my mouth and eyes, cover me entirely,
And wear my painted face the way a mummy-case
Wears the face of a pharaoh, though it's made of mud and water.
I wasn't in any position to get rid of her.
She'd supported me for so long I was quite limp —
I had even forgotten how to walk or sit,
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I should have!
So sad this city could be beautiful if it werent filled with monsters.
The blood from Leon is no longer there.
[clipping: National Geographic June 2004]
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Tomorrow is the halfway ultrasound for Jeffrey.
This one stuck.
After they took the first baby who survived and the early miscarriage I think it was called I
no longer feel like a person but a vessel.
Will they take this one too?
Who has the first one?
Where did Ghislaine go.
She is never around.
I cant let myself get attached.
I am not old or mature enough or even in the place to have baby thetS4Id be responsible for.
I am not even able to focus on anything other than hii c ifirSt; agao
I had to go to eating disorder treatment prior to bee si thOtion again and missed the entire
fall semester of school.
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I am such a... monster.
I DIDNT CONSOLE HER!
I CANT UNHEAR HER SCREAMS!
THEY HAUNT ME!
I couldnt even bring myself to look at her.
I am a monster.
I deserve to be haunted by her screams.
I AM SO SORRY
I AM S[ ] BROKEN.
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